Monday, July 17, 2006
luvs 4 u muz be faded b4 u i move on..
alone in my own lonely world..
after confession,i donno hw u felt,
i donno have u changed ur mind
upon wat u have told me b4..
i hope u have changed,perhaps
.i really wan u to change but
im nt forcing u,cuz i wan to see u happie..
although im realli hurt deep inside
my broken heart..best wishes 4 u..
first 2 period english had to do a compulsary assignment,
quite chim but after all still alright..
yupp..nth much..
maths did e triangles thingy again,
judy irritating me asking me lots of things..
ss vino gg through notes but wasnt
concentrating so didnt copy any notes..
recess,asked wei to buy food 4 me
as gtg to level 4 to pass letter wit judy to germaine..
she wasnt in class,
donno where she go so passed to lynn to pass to her later..
went to canteen,chatted wit liling..e judy tan ar..
ask her to throw a plastic 4 me..cuz e dustbin juz beside her mah..
she don wan so she pushed e whole dustbin
right infront of me and started laughing..siao de..
ask her throw like will die like tat..
geography chua is biased towards one of my classmate lor..
ard like 7-8 of them late so they have to stand
but one of them was late but get to sit down?
she biased lah..nvm..
got two period of chinese today..wong is like so niam la
make me felt so giddy and headache..
keep niam niam niam..haiz..
today gt cca,
consider quite peaceful day le..
cuz chu wasnt ard till we closing,tats gd hope
she every week like tat..my life will be better then
ended like 3.30pm so early so walked to tiong wit tricia..
we were singing while on e way there so loudly cuz no ppl ard us..
meet judy lynn and sherlyn at suana..
zuo gong there..judy eating e peanuts...throwing all over e place la..
my cousin and her friends came over also they are like lianz?tok so loud..
listened to songs wit judy cuz she say she uploaded new songs..
tricia and sherlyn went off first..followed by lynn..
chatted wit judy,went to popular to get file..
judy took her bus back home..
went back to my grandma hse wit my cousin..
bought durians cuz my cousin wanted to eat it=))
at my grandma hse mum was there as well as my aunt..
mum sew my belt lower 4 me..guess she having good mood today..
my cousin ate e durian e seed fly out
so my grandma say"u so powerful ar..eat until fly out.."
my aunt say"u eat until wan slp is it.."
i was like laughing there lor..
aunt and mum went to get dinner 4 us..
mum asked aunt whether tis slipper is slippery..
my aunt say"nt even rainy slip wat lan.."hahaxx..
her answer is cute yeah..
she's funnie la..
on e way home,went to fairprice to
get ice cream,sweets and chocalates..since my mum's mood is
good i should make gd use of it..
took bus home..so tired..so sweaty..
didnt get to watch superband but i will watch e encore tis saturday..
heard tat lucify cried..don cry kie cheer up..jiayou..
tml got PE..tink got 2.4km trial run sia..so tired 12 rounds leh..haiz..
gt two period of chemistry early in e morning oso..sian sia..hate tuesday..
yeah zax and tony show mr fighter will be telecast on tv soon
on 27 of july..i muz watch it..it like so nice?zax is so handsome and cool
in tat show but ya he also does..tats y i luv him..
anyway im tired,buai buai..
i realli don wanna change my luv 4 u,but i guess
i have no choice anymore cuz i can't be
waiting 4 u 4 e rest of my life,i have to move on..
when someone is knocking at my door,
shld i open it?will i get hurt again?
luved by someone will be e more
blessed thing u even had..
luving someone will be e most painful
and hurtful thing u ever had..
be grateful 4 wat u have nw if u r luved by someone,
treasure it..don come searching it when it's lost..
u might nt be able to find bck anything..
since everything have come to tis extent
there's nth i can do or say..
it's all abt u
mayb it juz a goodbye to u..
and i will nv see u again in my life..
our fate and destiny is nt strong enough 4 us to last to eternity..
im sorrie..=((
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9:32 PM
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